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Real Life

I’m physically here but my minds gone

Tryna be strong but needin someone to lean on

I’m in so much pain, goin insane

Constantly lookin to deaden my brain

Worthless, hopeless and to my knees I fall

Suffocating behind this smile

I can’t see no light at all

All these warm bodies, all these hands

But no connections, no empathy and no real friends

All these men offerin a shoulder for my head

As if I can’t tell they just want me in their bed

All those besties who gave the forever vow

I just have one question

WHERE THE FUCK ARE YALL NOW?

Fumbling through life breaking everything I touch

Spastic and erratic, killing those I love much

Cocaine and mary jane, slit thighs for dry eyes

Hiding my deepest thoughts watching my soul die

I can’t ever escape the mess I made because the mess is me

That’s why I feel like I must fade just to set myself free

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