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Nope

Tears of acid bleed from my eyes

Silent sulphur, how dare I cry

I’ve come to expect such great heights

Fantasies and dreams, lonely sighs

Oh boy, oh boy. How I miss the days

Before the pot and razor blades

The water fights and the sun rays

Before I wished this great escape

This heart of mine it barely beats

Too many tricks, too little treats

The things you’ve said, my mind repeats

Pray for apathy, feelings deplete

I know you’re worried to see the red

But if I don’t I’ll soon be dead

I cannot bear the constant dread

The words of hate inside my head

I only wish to drown the sound

To survive the day until the sun goes down

There I lie in my truest form

Façade is gone, this is my norm

Depressed, depressed and never blessed

Trying to smile but much too stressed

On days like this I miss the rain

Go to sleep, wake up. It starts again.

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